Saturday, Nov. 05, 2005 - 4:13 p.m.
Damnit, I've been waiting four years for a second chance, or,rather a second first chance. Why must I do the right thing and bow out gracefully so he can pursue a doomed long-distance relationship (yeah, I know that's redundant...)?
Fuck it. I'm tired of always being the good guy. He may not know what he wants, but I sure as hell know what I want. I refuse to back off and wait for the inevitable. I'll just have to educate him...what he wants is me.
Batten down the hatches, man the cannons, this is war...
