Wednesday, Jul. 20, 2005 - 11:58 a.m.
Gotta say, I'm really digging the new LiveJournal site...So damned many more possibilities, all for free. Comments! Notify list! Endless templates! All kinds o'goodies...
I dunno, kids, I'm considering moving this site part and parcel over to LiveJournal...Diaryland kinda sucks.
On a more personal note...haven't slept in two days, have cried so much I've made myself physically ill,and am completely baffled as to why two intelligent adults, very much in love, can't figure out a way to be together. Doesn't make any damned sense.
I miss him. Facing up to the facts that I will never hold him again, never hear him call me his Gwynnie Pig (don't get any ideas...I'll belt ya if you dare call me that...)again, never hear his voice,see his smile...it all makes me crumble. I need him. I love him. I can't have him. It's not fair.
