Monday, Jun. 27, 2005 - 5:12 p.m.
Well, Thomas is now offshore until Thursday or Friday, and I already miss him. How pathetic is that?
I spent a happy day doing his laundry and dishes and generally tidying up the palace. It's beginning to feel more like home than my house does. And he has better toys...to say nothing of the rooftop swimming pool. I can't decide if I'm living in a faerie tale or a movie. I guess it's a faerie tale with zombies. Does it get any better than this?
It's amazing to finally have things to look forward to. Every moment with him is a new adventure.
And, for the first time in my life, my self-esteem has grown to the point where I truly feel I deserve this. What a wonderful feeling.
My phone has been ringing off the hook with calls from my friends demanding to see Thomas again...I feel slightly jealous, they never demand my presence that way! I have spent probably an hour and a half today listening to people rave about how wonderful Thomas is...I can certainly relate to their enthusiasm, but it does seem a bit weird. But it's so nice to have everyone approve of my choice... Finally, I got it right.
