2005-06-15 - 12:14 p.m.
Caution: Giddy Babble Alert!!!
(Don't say I didn't warn you...)
All right...He's poured his heart out to me, shared his fears, his pain, his doubts and confusion. His fearless openness (sp?)drives me absolutely wild with admiration and empathy and lust. We have conversations like I have only ever had with Christian...soul-searching, quest for truth and understanding, utter honesty. We have a gorgeous meeting of minds as passionate as the attractions of the flesh. His wit, his courage, the wry turn of his thoughts...these are the things which stir me to my depths. Don't get me wrong...the physical side of things is engulfing and hallucinatory, but his conversation renders that inconsequential. I could spend all of the next month doing nothing but share conversation with him and feel deeply fulfilled.
Scary. Exciting. Exalting.
I'm deeply in like.
