2005-06-06 - 1:41 p.m.
Okay...something on the serious side. It's now been three months since my relationship train wreck. I still miss him every day, and ache for the loss of his friendship. He has severed all communications in a rather hostile manner, which I just don't understand, since I have done nothing except try to keep the lines of communication open. Then again, if I were to dwell on all the things I don't understand, I'd have no time for other activities such as brooding moodily and crying into my whiskey. I've accepted that he will never again be even a peripheral part of my life, though I mourn the fact. I hope he is well and taking care of himself. I wish him only happiness...well, occasional fits of remorse and regret would be okay as well.
Anyway, my happiness does not hinge on whether or not I have a man in my life. I am moving forward on all of the right tracks, and finding happiness in myself and my true friends.
I sure do miss the cuddling, though. Que sera,sera.
