2004-12-20 - 10:35 a.m.
This is it, the last bit of insanity... at least for a while. Last Thursday on my way to the Shim Sham to go dancing, I ran into B. We talked all night, thus alienating poor Xn who had made the pilgrimage from Mid-city to see me. I pretty much blew Xn off completely which was wrong and evil and plaguing my conscience. But B. and I did solve our problems. Finally. He's serious enough to move in with me. He's overcoming his doubts and fears and accepting the simple truth that we need each other. I have high hopes, and, finally, a certain measure of security. He feels the same as I do, it's just taken him longer to accept it. I think we can make a future together.
